E-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g

you are the most incredible person i've ever met in my life.
and i am so lucky to have you as my best friend.
you just have like.. no idea.
i hung out with my bff stephen today.
i've missed him SO much.
and we just talked about everything.
everything.
e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.
it was great.
it was like.. we were never apart.
he's seriously my other half.
i love him so much.
totally platonicly.
he's the most amazing person i've ever met.
and we've been through so much shit.
and so many people have taken advantage of us.
and we put up with it.
and put up with it.
and put up with it.
then we just stop.
and leave them behind.
and you know what?
they are STILL losers.
after all this time.
and where are we?
living our lives.
becoming something.
falling in love.
being spontaneous.
doing shit for no reason.
stephen and me.. i think we're fucking incredible.
and i do miss the old man.
when i see him again,
i'll give him a huge hug.
and probably cry.
i do miss him.
i hate him for what he did to you.
i will hate him for a long time.
but i miss him so much.
and i wish he never fucked up.
i want things to go back to the way they were.
it was incredible.
and stephen.
i learned tonight,
we are so close.
we shared things,
things that should never be spoken.
he's literally my other half.
i'm so lucky he's in my life.
he is the funniest,
most down to earth,
reliable,
crazy,
amazing person i've ever met.
i don't know if you read this,
but i do love you to death.
and if you EVER find that profile,
i'll die.
lol.
not really.
but still.
you are incredible.
i swear i'm coming back.
<3