Uhh.. I think i'll pass.

so.
i go swimming here like, everyday.
and hottubing, like everyday.
cause it's boring.
but it's chill i guess.
and everyday,
this guy shows up 5 minutes after me
and talks to me
and flirts
and all kinds of stuff
and tells me his life story
everyday.

today,
he asked me on a date.
he's 31.
to go bowling.

and he even said when he asked me my age,
that i'm still a baby.

like wtf.
that's sweet and all,
and i said i'm leaving in 2 days to go back to arizona
and whatev you know?

i think i'll pass.
i like someone else.
and let's not fuck that one up.

and tomorrow when i go swimming
he's going to ask me when i want to go bowling
and i'm a nice girl, right?
i don't want to be mean,
and be like,
well,
you are too old for me,
and not my type,
and i'm interested in someone else,

how do i even say that nicely.
LOL.

i feel hella bad.
cause he thinks he has a chance,
with this cute 19 year old, haha.
and in reality, he doesn't.

oh well.
i will think of something.
besides thattttttt..

i still get butterflies whenever i talk to this one guy.
imisshim.
x10.
<3