He calls me beautiful.

Stephen literally makes my life.
Before i met him, it was such shit.
I love him so much.
If he wasn't gay, we'd be married already.
I swear, he makes life better.

I love him hugging me.
I love him kissing me for no reason, out of no where.
Even if he kisses me on the lips which makes me scream.
And grabbing my hand all randomly.
I love it when he sings lady gaga at the top of his longs.
I love it even more when he does the ladygaga dance moves.
I love that i can come to him with anything.
And i can trust him to not tell.
I love how he is soooo protective of me.
I love how he will fuck anyone up if they fuck with me.
I love taking random pictures with him.
I love how he fakes orgasms for me.
I love that he can give me good advice, because let's face it, not everyone can do that.
I love how he calls me beautiful.
I love just laying on his bed with him, not talking.
I love making fun of you because you're from idaho.
I love being able to just joke around with you.
I love being so close with you.
I love talking about anything and everything with him.
I love pretending he is my boyfriend in public.
I love how people think i'm in love with him.
I might be.
But it would never work, obviously.

He makes me want to be a better person.
He makes me want to change things.
He makes me feel good about myself.
And he makes me feel beautiful.

I need you to know, i miss you whenever you aren't around.
I would be very happy if we just lived together.
So much easier.
I wish you were moving with me.
I'm still going to visit you, just like i'm away at college
but sometimes, i just need you.

You are my best friend, ever.
And i won't lose you.
And i know that.
Which makes me love you even more.

One day, we'll get married.
and just get boyfriends on the side.
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I love you.
I'll always be here for you.
Always.