Welcome to blog life, Lulu

I guess i should tell you about myself.
My name is Lauren.. but everyone calls me Lulu.
I have a complicated and drama filled life, which kinda sucks.
Even after all the times i've been hurt, i still believe there is good in people.
That may seem naive to you, but it's the truth.
I really do hate people.. and i don't trust barely anyone.
But, i want to believe that there are good people out there.
After all of the times people have let me down, i lost a little bit of myself slowly.
Every single time someone hurts me, i grow a little bit stronger.
I actually think everything happens for a reason, but it sucks when the things that happen, are shit.

I believe in love.
I'm such a hopeless romantic.. and i'll never stop.
I want the whole thing.
I want sleeping in his arms, waking up spooning with him, making coffee, having a quickie before work, or spending all day in bed. I want to hear sweet nothings in my ear, and get text messages that make me feel loved, throughout the day. I want it all.

As of now, i don't anything close to that.
I actually have a fucked up love life.
If you can even call it that.
You'll probably learn more about that later, because it crosses my mind frequently.

I love life.
I love doing shit for no reason.
I love laughing till i cry.
I love my friends, and yes, they are better then yours.
I love my fucked up love life.
I love lady gaga, she's my girl crush.
I love sleeping all day and staying up all night.
I love cuddling.. a lot.
I love texting, and do it way too often. i'm such a textaholic.
I love coffee and black tea.

Basically, this is me.
I'm fucked up.
I'm crazy.
I'll tell you the truth even though it may hurt you.
I'm not afraid of anyone.
I can handle myself, even if life gets hard.
I live for my friends.
I'll give you advice on shit, on a daily basis.

I'm just me, and i won't change for anyone.
Welcome to blog life, Lulu.





(I guess i'll just copy&paste my myspace about me.. it might let you get to know me better, fool)

My name is Lauren.
Everyone calls me Lulu.
I am 19 years young.
I have hazel/green eyes.
And my hair is dark red at the moment.
I’m attending NAU, on my second year =)
I’m going to be a sex therapist, lol.
I have two best friends.
One is in California, her name is Devyn Symone.
I know if I ever need her, she’ll be there.
The other is in Arizona, his name is Stephen Guymon.
He is the love of my life.
I have the most amazing fucking friends anyone could ask for.
I’m a hopeless romantic, and will never learn.
I’m a pretty nice person when I want to be.
I can totally be a bitch too, but only to certain people.
I love rainbows, hello kitty, clouds, and lightning bolts.
I like to burst out in song at the most random times.
I blast music in my car and sing it at the top of my lungs.
I dance in the middle of everywhere not even caring.
I laugh at things that happened hella days ago.
I like dressing up for no reason =)
I’m the type of person that won’t ever lie to you.
I’ll tell you straight up how I feel about anything and everything.
If often gets me in trouble with a lot of people LOL.
I’m superrrr open about everything, lol
I’m not very shy.
I cuss like a fucking sailor.
I’m sarcastic as fuck.
I speed in my car wayyy too much.
And I’m fucking good at it =)
I’m originally from California.
Bay fucking area, bitches :)
I’m totally crazy but it’s the good kind of crazy.
That’s just a nanosecond of my fucking incredible life.

Let’s be friends :)
Peace&love, baby<33