You and me could write a bad romance.

i don't know what happened.
i got scared.
like really scared.
out of no where.
like bam.
and there it was.
and there i went.
i bolted.
i left.
i just left. :/

i don't know what happened.
i really like him.
like.. more than i should.
it's weird.
i barely know him.
maybe that's it.
maybe it's not.
maybe i'm just a girl scared of commitment.
i do know this.
i don't want to be hurt again.
i know that.
but i honestly think.. he wouldn't hurt me.
so i don't fucking know.

he's sweet.
he's funny.
he holds doors open for me.
he's insanely handsome.
he has a personality.
he's not mean.
he's not a jerk.
totally not what im used to.
i'm not complaining, just not used to this.
it's fucking crazy.

i already miss him.
i woke up this morning,
and i was sad he wasn't next to me.
i was sad his arms weren't around me.
how lame is that?
totally lame.
cause i'm the one that left.
i just left.
i didn't even talk to him about it.
i'm a mean person, i swear.

i know one thing.
i want him.
i know that.
he's great.
i don't know what my problem is.
xoxo
<3
you and me could write a bad romance.

Girly fucking moment.

lol,
i read something,
and i fell apart.
all over again.
LOL.
such a girly moment.
i re-thought all my plans.
i actually double guessed myself.
because of your stupid fucking bitch ass.
can you believe that?
it really pissed me off.
like.. i don't even know why i was so mad.
i mean.. i KNOW why i'm mad.
but seriously.
it's just ridiculous.
girly moment.
fucking girly moment.
done.
xoxo

Definately Happening.

i've decided.. i'm getting these tattoo's.
soon.
:)
especially the one on top.
that's definately happening somewhere on my body.