You'll be happy again.

you were happy once before.
you'll be happy again.


i love you.
but, i'm scared for your safety.
you don't know what a person is like.. when they are on those types of toxins.
he is sick.
he needs help.
you are just starting your life.
you have an amazing job.
you are starting college soon.
your life is happening, his isn't.
he is going back to old ways,
and he just got back from where he's been.
i'm scared for you.
i don't want him to pull you down.
drain you.
and possibly abuse you.

i love you.
but you need to kick him out.
he needs to help himself.
maybe losing you, will help him.
losing you might have that little lightbulb i know he has in his brain, go off.
and it might tell him he is losing you and needs help.

i am always here for you.
if you were straight, i'd totally marry you.
you are handsome.
and beautiful.
and any guy will be lucky to have you.
you are an amazing person.
you deserve the world.
and he isn't it.

it will take a bit to get over him.
you may never get over him.
but once you find somebody else, that treats you right,
you'll realize he was an awful person.
and you deserve better.
and you will find somebody else.
you have so much love to give.
you'd give it all if you could.
you are someone that will do great things.
and i'm glad i know you.
you make me want to do better.
you make everyone want to do better.

you like to help people.
so do i.
so i know how it is.
but, this guy is taking advantage of you.
he is fucking up.
and he doesn't even care.
i love you.
please make the right decision.
xoxo