Baby, i missed you. xoxo

"he never really saw me.
or waited when we were hooking up, yeah
he'd never last"


i've been chilling with my chick friend lately.
we were close before she moved.
then she moved.
and now we're hanging out like non-stop.
i really missed her.
it's nice having someone to talk to
about everything again.

lately.
me and the bff,
i can talk to him.
but i really can't.
he has his own problems.
i don't want to bother him with mine.

it's nice knowing..
she knows what i'm going through.
guys are shit.
guys ars such dickheads.
end of story.

it's just nice having her around again.
i needed it.
i needed this.

we get mad at people.
we want to cry.
we laugh til we cry.
we laugh at everything.
we got to strip bars
and chill out.
we are sarcastic like no one else.
it's refreshing.

we're kinda the same.
we've been through the same shit.
so we have eachother.
<3

i keep on telling her,
do not get emotions.
it will make everything worse.
with you-know-who.
don't do it.
it will fuck everything up.
it always does.
these guys..
these guys we are assosicated with,
they are dickheads.
they are cool to chill with,
but they are dickheads.
and we know it.
it's the f-uckeye curse.
i swear it.

i listen to her.
she listens to me.
then we're fine again.
momentarialy.

i'm glad she's around again<3
xoxo