I don't care anymore. :)

I don't care anymore.
I've decided,
it's not even worth it.

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

I.
Do.
Not.
Care.

i'm done.

you will always have a part of me.
and whenever i see you,
my heart will flutter
and my stomach will butterfly up
every
single
time.

but,
it's not worth it.
i'll fuck around with you.
i won't say no.
because it seems i'm incapable
but i'm not going to get my hopes up.
i can't.
i won't.




i love you.
i wish you just loved me back.
it would make life,
so much easier.
am i really that awful?
if i am,
just stop.
i'm sure you can get it from her
as easy as you get it from me.

hope she's worth it.
<3
xoxo