I'm fucking amazing. xoxo

You know what?
I'm fucking incredible.
I'm fucking amazing.
I'm beautiful.
I'm funny.
I'm caring and affectionate.
And i'd give the world to someone i love.
Friends, family, significant others.
I want them all to be happy.

Seriously,
I'm upset.
I'm disappointed.
But,
Life goes on.
Shit happens.
And you gotta deal with it.

I'm convinced that when i move to palm springs,
i'll meet some nice,
attractive,
funny,
affectionate,
guy there,
and fall madly in love,
and get married.

I will get over this dickhead.
He is nothing.
He is just the first guy i let into my pants.
He doesn't mean the world to me.
I don't mean anything to him,
so why should i give him,
the satisfaction,
of hurting me?
I think not.
Get over yourself.

And you wanna know something?
I'm fucking AMAZING.
You lost something.
You lost me.
And it's all your fault.
Soon,
you will think to yourself,
"WTF did i do?"
And you know what?
I'll be like..
"Fuck off, faggot"

:)
I guess i'm really mad.
Cause i'm not crying anymore.
And i feel better about myself.

There are plenty of guys,
that would like me.
there is one right now,
he says he loves me.
and i've been so..
wrapped up in my own shit,
i barely noticed.
but you know what?
it's sweet.
and if he were here,
and if he were older,
he'd have me.
because he is different.
<3

So i'm going to put myself back together.
And move on.

Life is too short to waste it,
being depressed
and sad
over some pathetic guy
like this stupid mexican.
and his little bitch.

I'M AMAZING.
suck my dick, bitch.
xoxo