Having Courage Doesn't Mean That We Are Unafraid.

this is just too much for me.
seriously.

i don't know the outcome of things.
and i don't know if it's going to be alright.

"having courage doesn't mean that we are unafraid"
that makes so much sense to me.

it's like..
everyone is turning to me for help.
and i can't help everyone.
i can't even help myself.

and one of my friends,
she's going through it.
and i can't help her.
and i want to so bad.
she isn't the problem.
she thinks no one loves her,
or wants her,
and has no where to go.
and i can't let her stay here.

but i love her.
and i'd take a bullet for her.

but we're all going through it.
everyone.
some type of circumstances.

it's just shit.
i wish i could wave a magic wand
and fix all these problems
but i can't.

and that's a flaw i have.
i worry.
and i care,
way too much.
all the time.
for everyone.

that's why i could never be a therapist.
i'd take their problems,
into my own.
and i'd bring it home with me.
and have a miserable life.

just so many things are going wrong.
and my mother keeps on telling me
that everyone is going through it
and to just take a deep breath
and it will all be alright.

i guess it's just one of those days.
hope it will all be alright<3

xoxo