I love it when you are moody.

I've thought about this lately.
Would you like you if you met you?


I used to be super socialable.
I still am.
Just toned down.
But lately,
it's like..
I don't want to meet anyone new.
Strange huh?
I thought so too.
So i began to think..
Am i approachable?
Do i look nice?
Do i look like a little bitch?
Do i look like you can come up to me, and just talk to me?
I don't really care how i come off to people..
But i don't think i'm approachable.
I mean..
I talk to people when i want to.
I just don't do it very often anymore.
I don't know.

On another note,
I find it amusing that my Nana thinks it's OKAY to badmouth Stephen's mother, my friend?
My Nana thinks it's unhealthy to have an adult friend.
And i should stop talking to Stephen's mom.
She's harassed her, asking her how old she really is, making little comments. :/
You know what?
I like talking to Stephen's mom.
I like Angela.
She's a very nice woman.
She makes me feel like family.
The first day i walked into their house,
I was family.
That is how it is when you enter their lives.
I find it very comforting.
The first time you walk into my Nana's home,
she questions you.
she interigates you.
ect, ect.
I guess it's just different for everyone.
I like knowing if anything happens,
and i can't talk to my Nana,
i can go there,
and she will listen to me.
and try to help.
i like that, a lot.


I just want to say thank you,
for always being so welcoming to me.
and always accepting me into your home.
thank you for always asking how i am.
and thank you for being so caring.
it really means a lot.
and whatever my nana says to you, or me,
or does,
you've treated me nicely from the start.
there is no reason why i shouldn't treat you the same.

<3