Love you, Miss you, See you around. <3

well..
today was sure eventful.



i think it's funny,
how none of this is my fault.
it's yours.
i don't ask you when you're dating anyone.
i don't care.
it will just piss me off.
so i pretend.

you really fucked yourself.
and it's funny,
how you thought i told someone.
when i didn't.
trust issues much?

honestly,
just saying..
i think he's in love with her.
and wants revenge.
and i think you,
well..
you can't keep it in your pants.

and you know what?
i need to have a talk with you sometime soon.
i want you to tell me.
straight up.
what's so good about her?
i mean,
i don't know her.
i don't want to know her.
i don't care.
but i want to know,
i want you to explain to me,
what's so good about her.

you dumped girls,
for a lot less.
so tell me,
what's so good about her?
you won't admit it.
but you love her.
which is fine.
you should be in love.
i don't care.
well,
i do.
but i don't.
i don't.

i think you know,
i'll NEVER leave you.
i'll always be there.
just like i have been,
for years.
and you know it.
maybe that's why..
you refuse to be anything more with me.
more then, what we are.
cause..
you know i'll never leave you.

you just need to..
figure some shit out.

cause honestly,
im getting really
really
tired of being the other woman.
i've done it for years.
and i'm fed up.

since i talked to her today,
it became real.
my morals are setting in.
they weren't before.
before, i didn't give a shit.
and neither did you.
but now..
wow.

why does she put up with it?
cause she loves you.
and you love her.

so stop fucking up.
say no.
shit.
i don't want you to.
but i want you happy.
and if it's without me,
that's cool.
if it's without me,
awesome.
and js,
im going to kick his ass.
for saying anything.
punch him in the fucking balls.
and when he asks
"why?"
i'll be like..
YOU KNOW WHY

mhm.
just like that movie.

but you know what?
maybe i should stay away from you.
as much as i don't want to.
and as much as i can't stand to..
i need to.
cause,
i don't know what's going through your head.
but you can't have both anymore.
and i know you'll pick her.

so,
love you,
miss you,
see you around.

xoxo