Listen, Little Girl<3

listen little girl.



you seriously have NO idea.
about anything.
about everything.
the guy you are dating?
the guy you love?
that's a joke<3


now..
i'm not trying to be a woman scorn.
actually,
i feel bad for you.
i feel insanely horrible for you.

how much as he really told you about me?
let me guess..

"she's just some girl i know."
hmm.. no.
"she's just some girl i chill with sometimes"
hmm.. no.
"she's just some girl i used to mess around with sometimes"
hmm.. no.

she is the girl he has always messed around with.
for how long might you ask?
way longer then you've known him.
way longer then you've dated him.

let's add this up.
soo..
i'm 19 now.
and i was 15 then.

i lost COUNT how many times.

so, wait,
wait,
wait.

you started dating him a year and a half ago?
and have known him for 2 years?

you're ENTIRE relationship,
he has been messing with me.

the entire thing.
the entire length of being with him.

would you care to know more?
let's go on.

you would text him,
while i was giving him a blowjob.
he would ignore you.

hmm..
as i was "with" him,
you would call too.
he ignored those a few times.
that was sure fun.
but when he did answer,
he didn't tell you who he was with,
did he?

what might he say..
"well.. there is this chick on her knees giving me a blowjob"
noo, he could never say that.

although,
he claims he can never lie to you.

oh, big joke<3

hmm..
so your precious friend,
that told you about your bf cheating,
yeah.
me and him and your bf messed around.
all together.
how do you feel now?
<3

not so trustworthy now, huh?
lemme see..

i have tons of shit.
just ask me one day.
i won't lie to you.
<3
i have no reason to lie.
i don't care anymore.
i'm over it.

let's see..
he would call me,
when you two had a fight,
to get some.
that was fun.
i was the, revenge fuck.

he would tell me about you two.
your problems.
what he likes.
what he doesn't like.
i asked sometimes..
"so you really love her?"
he said "i don't know, sometimes, but sometimes not"

that was a fun conversation.
<3

i just loved how he would talk about you,
saying you are clingy.
and get jealous way too easily.
and wanted to know,
where he was and who he was with,
all the freaking time.

you reminded him of me.
it's funny,
we're a lot a like.
seriously.
it makes me laugh.
you're like..
the mexican version of me.
better for parents, you see.

anyways..
my point is,
i'm trying to help you.
you seem like a nice girl.
if i didn't already not like you,
for obviously reasons,
i'd probably like you.
if i didn't know you,
and you didn't know him,
i can picture us as friends.

oh
oh,
and by the way.
when he threeway'd you on the phone,
of course i lied for him.
he asked me to.
and you know why i did it?
cause i love him.
it killed me to do it,
but i did it,
just a heads up.
xoxo

and my other point is,
i just wanted to let you know,
the entire time you've dated him,
on and off,
the entire time you've even known him,
he has messed around with me.
you think he's faithful?
not even close.
you think he's honest?
not even close.
yeah, he comes clean.
but not entirely.

wish you luck, baby.
xoxo